So cling on to what you know and nevet let go.

wee. :)

I'm uhh. feeling a bit tensed up in the inside, top. Oh, my dear maths. Please be kind to me. I need you to help me pass PMR, okay? I need to get into science class. I want to get into science class.

I love little boots. :)
I will not be posting up much. as the whole form 3 knows, trials is drawing near.
have not been attending class for a really long time, and I've missed out 0n everything in class.
Three words,
die die die.

Awesome ainit?
hah. I need two brains, now.

Gah.

do you know the feeling of being happy and disappointed at the same time? I feel so weird inside. I mean, the thing that I want most is just right in front of me. But I somehow cannot bring myself to catch it. Its never too late, but in this case, Im worried if I don't catch it, I might loose it forever.
It's like a ice cube left outside in open air, and for a minute you see it as a cube, but soon it slowly starts to melt and you can never get that ice cube back.

Yesterday was a really good day for me, no doubt. :) Only because, you started it. I was the happiest kid at that moment. but whenever I try to do the same, it doesn't work. Im just afraid. but you always have the perfect timing to spike my happiness, really. :)

Pick your crossroad.

my voice box died on me, just as I woke up from bed.
It kinda sucks that I can't talk now.
cause well. I like talking, who doesn't? :(

school was school. had to clean up the hall because of the confetti mess. haha. I quickly rushed to my seat and starting reminiscing saturday (: from that moment, I started thinking about the first day I stepped into the band room as a recruit, and how much I've grown with the awesome people and became a junior (: and next year, I'll be a senior, hopefully :p how time past by real quick and just memories just zooms off huh. mmh.

oh well. as they say, time passes real fast when you're having the time of your life (:

AHHHHHHHHH.
IM FLOODED WITH JOY!
ADRENALINE RUSHING THROUGH ME LIKE SPEED RACERS.

Unstoppable melody,

of me coughing and sneezing.

I cannot begin to say what I feel like saying at this moment.
I have a lot on my mind.
and everytime I try to speak it out, no one really listens to me.
so I rather just shush up, go with the flow and slowly shatter inside.
I don't like the fact that certain people orders me around.
and when they've accomplished whatever;
they'll push me aside and not even a word of thank you.
I hate people who treats others like dump.
I hate people who do not treat others equally.
I hate people who thinks highly about themselves.
I hate selfish selfish people.
You can go sell your fishes to people who give two cents about you.
I especially hate people who are self obsessed.
I may look like I can tolerate, but if it crosses the line, I will flare at you.
and I mean it, you can see steam coming out from my head and ears.
-.-

but never mind that, Im yet to come across that sorta people.
except for a few though.
but, as usual forgive and forget.

okay, why wasn't that super random. o.O
ahah. Im off, needa get ready for some concert.
I need sleep. :/ bye.

Midnight lights.

darn it.
Im so sad right now.
I miss it. I miss everything.
sigh. :/
how I wish yesterday didn't end.
oh well. move on. band comp. next year! :)

my mum just rushed back home to tell me that a man was carrying some sort of parang or some weapon, and a girl got attacked. just nearby my house. and im freaking out, cause im alone at home. :/

AMB CONCERT 09...

WAS THE NUCLEAR BOMB :D :D

LOL. yeah it seriously was! people who went will sure tell you the same thing unless they're mean and denies it. and if they do, they suck! hah oh well.

can you believe it? just a few days back I was struggling to get rid of my sorethroat so I can play, and it did go off, and the late night practices and everything else. and now, concert ended. :/

long hours of practice sure paid off, everyone, everything, all the hard work PAID OFF. :) 27th was indeed a memorable day for us amb members. and history was definitely made, I think. haih. the thought of it just makes me miss concert more. 3 months and alot of memories were made. from practicing boogie's movement to disney's movement with cute little wings and halo's. haihh. and also, esther talking nonsense and and MCD day. :) don't you just miss it. :/ i really really do. I can't believe it just ended in 2 hours. it was so fast. and my feet can stop from hurting cause of the stomping. and my hand cannot be any numb-ER playing. but all of it was worth it, and Im glad I participated in the concert. Missing class was obviously heart aching but I don't think I care anymore after last night's show :) I will miss it. in another 2 years will be the next concert, and there won't be anymore seniors. No more Aisyah! :((((

Aisyah, Im sure we clarinetist appreciate you VERY MUCH. and we truly respect you. I hope in whatever practices or anything, I didn't disappoint or disrespected you in any way. or made you angry, I hope this concert will remain in your memories for as long as possible (: and Im glad you were my section leader and senior. No one can do it better than you. Ily Aisyah! (:
I think you read my blog, if you do, HIII :D haha.

well. I hope those who went for the concert had the time of their musical life and of course had fun as much as we had fun practicing it (: Thanks for supporting us. now we can get new instruments, woo! :D

oh and thank you to kaylee, eva and jane for coming and cheering for me :D
i love you threee so muuuchhh.

:D

hello all, sorry for not blogging lately. have been busy with band.
anyhoo, you know what?

Concert is today :D :D

all of us have been working our ass off, just for today. and heck yeaah, im excited haha. I can't wait for disney, I can't wait for everything to just happen :) but I CAN wait for it to end or is it I can wait for it to not end? whichever one it is, I don't want tonight to end lah. :)
and Im glad majority of my friends are coming :D
kaylee, jane, eva and more. I can't wait to see you all.
okay, too much Ican'twait already (:

Oh, Im sickk. yeahhh. sickk, but at least there's something to semangatkan my jiwa. LOL -.-
goodbye for now.
wish me luck ;)

p/s, links? :)

lmao. :P

I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMER LAH DAMNIT.

try to make free this sunday you all! let's gooo waaaatchhhh.
you know who you all are :D

dear all, there's still tickets left for concert. if you do change yr mind and intend on coming, please let anyone of us know (: it's in 2 days. and I bet its gonna be a REAL entertaining concert. trust me ;D

so yeah. :D I just drank some cod liver oil, I can still taste the ickyness of it, but its okay precaution taken :D

Good values are the fundamentals in life.

ah, what a swell. it's nearly midnight, and I suddenly thought about this very particular topic that everyone in this universe are expose to.

Judging.
blah. everyone judges, everyday for that matter. big deal. We judge people not knowing who they really are inside and there goes stereotyping a person. Normally this people are often misunderstood and they never get the opportunity to speak up for themselves. cause If they do, they'll never be acknowledged, instead, they'll be ignored. even on a daily basis, they are never respected or whatever not.

I've learned to careless about people who judge me these days. Although I'm often misunderstood by numb crooks. but still there's always a reason why a person judges me, anyone as a matter of fact. Nevertheless, I do care if the people who judges me are close to me. That clearly states that they do not know me as well as they think they do. but when they start going overboard, I wouldn't give a crap about it. the pain, I sure as hell do know and feel it, but whats there to do when the person itself doesn't give ten cents about it?

Then again, this isn't about me. Hence the title, good values are the fundamentals in life. It is essential. Though, we normal human beings tend to go overboard on things we do. by doing that, we don't know how to balance what's good and bad. we just do what we feel like doing and never care about the people around us. and when we hurt the person closest to us, we wouldn't realize, but when we hurt a few others then only it will strike. but when we try to make a change, everything we had is gone. Worst part of it is, we lie when we say something crude towards the person.

You, wouldn't give a crap about what I just wrote. but I'm pretty sure, you've gone through the heartache that leads by judging others. The world is to fragile to be lied at. Everyones life it too short to be lied to. Make the best out of it. Be careful of the person you're becoming, it may seem like a pleasant thing, but pleasant things are not always good and most of time it is, pompous.
so why the lies, and why the acting? We should be all fair and nothing other than that. we should be good people and do what good people do. :)

wowie. I gave myself a shock. haha.

Lookie here.

will clean up everything later :)
but Im gonna go study now.
taaa.

You know the feeling.

i know its weird, not knowing what to do.
before i do it, i start shivering and start having cold feet.
but when i have the guts to do it, and DID it, I feel like a millionaire that just won another million dollars.
you know that feeling just sends chills down my spine, head, finger, legs. everywhere.
everything just starts feeling numb, and I don't feel it, cause I'm doing what I've been longing to for so long.
sometimes, i just stare at the computer screen and ask myself if this is real.
and at the end of the day, I can NEVER wipe that smile of my face. never :)

and you know WHAT? It feels good, I feel good. definitely :)

happy fathers day :D
love you, Daddy.
hope you had a nice dinner. lol.
thanks for always being there for me.
although sometimes you get angry really fast.
and become super scary.

Had a nice dinner with the familyyyy.
my dinner was yummy :D
okay, thats it.
bye.

Bittersweet Symphony.

my mouth has now, 1 ulcer on both sides of my cheeks. one on my upper and lower lips. I can't eat properly without feeling extreme pain! I can't play properly, even worse. concert is in 4 days. how great. very bittersweet, indeed. mhmmm.

had sectionals in the morning. was fun and productive at the same time. :) later on, had pizza for lunch. a really cheesy one. felt like puking! then headed for tuition. around 3 hours brainstorming on solid geometry and science sums up my whole study week. :) finally, a really good and productive day :D

despite ulcers and extreme tiredness, I am very VERY excited for concert. I hope those who come, will have more fun than the band members :)
well. till here, goodbye

I love Oasis :D

holy cow. my mouth is completely NUMB!I bet if i wore braces, I'll probably start crying. hi by the way (:

I was looking through my old music album, and I saw a bunch of Oasis's songs :) thought of listening to it, and it was well, awesome :) not only does it rock but it's relaxing, in a way. haha.
I like champagne supernova the most :) awesome stuff.

YOU, you keep talking. cause from what I realize, almost EVERYONE disagrees with you :) band was sorta sucky today, except for photoshoot :D it was so funny especially with the saxes around. haha. can't wait to actually see it being published in the programme book. and I hope it'll be a nice picture of all of us, and ME :D haha.

err lol. I'm actually really tired. so, goodnight ? :)

Yeh Liang Tai Piao Wo De Sin :)

so I maybe, sorta, kinda like you alot more than I had originally planned to.
mhmm.

=.=

Like seriously.

How much more cowardly can anyone get..?

It's d-i-s-g-u-s-t-i-n-g.

Eww.

Makes my stomache turn.

Anyway, SOME people probably think that they are the only ones who understand the meaning of "nincompoop" when it has always been my "signature word" from Standard 3 to 6.

Tsktsk.

Depressing.

I guess there are pros and cons being a GEEK after all, am i right, kids..? =]

Look for trouble with another, then spam the other party's blog, then play the blame game; acting all innocent [when that is proven CRAP for peanuts], being a downright hypocrite; claiming that she's being copied when it is vice versa, stalking another's profile and what that particular person posts all the time, and posts that it's the other party who is the stalking [which isn't technically right nor wrong], complaining to the others' superior when she can't manage the heat of the amount of people supporting the other opposition AND SO ON.

Hey, playtime's over.

If you can't hold your peace and be friends in future, get lost from or lives and we'll be gone from yours.

If you wanna continuously look for trouble with the innocent, i can guarantee you that you will not live a very pleasant school life.

There's no need to worry.

Neither my friends nor i will come up to you and clobber you into a pulp, neither inside nor outside school.

You just won't feel any pleasantries coming your way. (:

If you think i'm joking, suit yourself.

But all of us mean it when we say we stand up for each other.

~Laura~

You deserve.

Jane Tan, I hope you're feeling much better after what happened.
know that we're always here for you (:
Even the small little cute stuff ketot was there to comfort you holding your specks.
Cheer up! be a man (: haha.
we love you small money.

Go label your book already la ha.
Don't strike her nerves again.


P/s, I cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot wait for concert :D

If I dont say this now, I will surely break.

I'm on the verge of giving up.
I think what I did one week back was total bull and senseless.
As days past by, I'm just thinking of it as a joke.
A plain ill-favored joke.
I just don't know what to think anymore.
I'm excited yet a bit flop sided on that particular thing.
Everything's so weird these days.

During maths, we were asking Cik Normi about her love life.
I never knew, when you get engaged, it is that time when you start knowing your loved one better and deeper. how sweet. haha.
besides that, I was dreading school in the morning.
all my non favourite subjects were up first, and that led to me falling asleep.
sucha a pig, I know. but it was SO SO BORING. yeah, boring.
but later then, it got interesting.
NOW I know what Shy does when she's bored. :p
she talks to her glasses. HAHAH. Shy, malu ah shy? heheh. xP
AliaK made my day la! (: funny piglet.

anyways. I should stop blogging lah.
I can never seem to stop blogging.
It's like a daily thing. I find it so pointless to blog already.
still weighing on about deleting this blog. or not (:

You never know.

When life throws a J at you, what do you plan to do?
Easy, throw that J back to where it came from and let it taste its own medicine.


Life what Swan said, I feel so bla.
lyzzm :)

000000.0000000

first day of school felt like a nightmare.
but it got better after recess :) thank God.
class was noisy, as usual.
I was laughing my ass off over something with Cheryl, Veno and Eylia.
man. It was a good laugh. haha.
after school, wanted to get more tickets but unfortunately teacher doesn't have it.
I'll see who I can find it from la (: so to ya'll who booked from me, I'll get them to you asap.
watched pink panther 2 as soon as I reached home. haha.
wanted to watch a movie with mum in the cinema. but she was busy. so, :/
oh wells (: came online and found out spammers were on my blog.
just have to ask something la, you all quite gutsy. but talk nonsense. sad case people.
the only way to make this all go away is ignore and careless about it. so, LALALALA...
like what Esther said, I can't wait for band concert :) I can't even begin to imagine the crowd and the atmosphere. I bet it'll be awesome and fun to play music for everyone to hear. haah. I can't wait to play my way. got solooo! yeee ;D I'm very happy that someone is coming :D
ah, sooo happy. haha. x)
mmh, thats about it (: I need to finish up english and sejarah notes.

oh and to you spammers.
Please go on spamming. (:
As you know, messages can be deleted and IPs' can be banned.
So go on wasting your precious time. (:
It's exactly like throwing cash into the toilet bowl.
The time you can use on filling up your empty head with more useful information is wasted on flooding up another's chatbox.
Congratulations on a job well done. (:

btw, I like no boundaries by the both of them :D
oohkay, I'm done :D

A change is gonna come.
I can feel it. :)

Of all the stupidity in the world

As said in the title:

Of all the stupidity in the world.

As a certain kid "explained" to me the meaning of 'geek' [which wasn't much of an explanation], i will in turn elaborate on my point of view on the word 'immature'.

Immaturity is when one:

`Claims that people are jealous when it is the exact other way around

`Claims that others are deliberately looking for trouble with one's ownself when it is ALSO the other way round, especially if he/she were to post something insulting to one, but unintentionally dragging more than another 30 people into it

`Calls another 'immature' without looking up it's definition first

`Insults another's physical appearance as if he/she were a lot better [NOT. And when he/she looks around, he/she will notice that he/she insults his/her own friends, too. (:]

`Thinks that age difference affects the level of maturity of another

`Spams another's blog without guts to put in his/her name

`Complains like a kid to a superior about how others act without watching his/her own RIDICULOUS and CHILDISH actions first

I'm sure I can elaborate even more on this. Or should I go around and ask others their opinions on 'immature'? (:

Of course, opinions of people who have more than half a brain. =]
Unlike a small number of people who don't. =]

~Laura~

I'd do anything for you.

just about half an hour ago, It was raining cats and dogs.
but now, all of a sudden it stopped. haha. I find the weather these days so weird.
It can be blazing hot for a moment then later it will rain.

mmh, oh wells.
anyways. had tim sum for lunch today after sunday school :D
ss was pretty boring, as usual. but my mind was thinking about a whole lot of other things. so wasn't exactly concentrating. hmm.
school starts tomorrow, I've not finished my homework. :/
holidays seemed so short. overall, I've only went to the mall like, once? lol.
and I'm glad I did. haha.

ooo, it's raining again.
I can hear tippy tappy sounds of water droplets :D
guess what? I'm still hungry.
I'll edit this later on, wanna fankau now. xD

you know, it's been one of the happiest week ever :D

heh.

Band was crucial today. Enough said. :/

I'm so sleepy. I need sleep.
I have ss tomorrow, which sucks.
I bet I'll be even lazier to get up in the morning.
Considering the fact that I've been waking up at 7 every morning during the holidays.

what kind of holiday is this. sighh.
pretty sad, cause I already missed 2 days of tuition.
wonder how many chapters teacher already taught and finished.

besides that,
I got a new layout? lol.
It's simple :) I like simple. haha.
well, I need to go practice my Clarinet now.
but before that here are the deeds to AMB's annual concert.
I'm only selling five tickets for now, so if you do want to come, just ask me anyway.
I'll get more :D

Theme: In Tempo With Life :D
Date: 27th June (Saturday)
Time: 8.00pm.
Venue: Sister Enda Hall
Dress Code: Semi Formal

the time, knowing Malaysian Timing, sure late one lah. xD

I kinda, um. zzm? :p

No boundaries.

Sometimes, you gotta to lose something to want it even more later.
I personally think that's so true. You want something so bad, you'd do whatever it takes to get it, but when it DOES happen. You find yourself lost and uncertain, and then you just end it. But when you end it, and when you thought it through, you'll start regretting and blaming yourself everyday until you move forward and forgotten all about it.

Some people play with people's feeling as if it's so hilarious and funny to laugh at later on. Play this game of selfishness. The acts of this abnormal and ridiculous people are unreasonable and definitely stupid. I prefer to say that they don't use their brains and they don't have affection towards people at all. All they can think of, is themselves and not consider other people as humans too. and with that, they tend to praise themselves as high as any mountain. Don't be a self absorbed freak and all. It'll just last you until you grow old and have wrinkles worst than an ugly prune.

that up there, was just a recollection of personal matters, mmh.

No worries, I've been given energy boosters every night :D
and I'm feeling very happy and tention free

miscellenous choice.

if we happen to entertwine, I hope we would stay that way

ignore that, random stuff.
band was sorta fun today. alot of joker people.
especially them elds juniors :) haha.
I went to tuition and few minutes later, I asked my mom to fetch me back home.
I was feeling so sick D:
i think it's because of the late night conversations and maths :/
I should start sleeping early, I think i'm just jet lagged.
no idea which time and country Im following. malaysian ni.
Just makan and Im crazing for 100 yens snow ice :D

I feel like deleting my blog. haha
lazy to update nowadays and don't really fancy typing anymore :S
msn's been a real kongkified pig. signed me in extremely slow.
so I cannot tahan.
I think I'll go sleep now. yes, Im a kongkified pig too. a huge one.
byebye.

It's okay to cry once in awhile. It helps in excretion.

Too much of science tuition these days, gets my head spinning like a spinning machine. I've not been having enough sleep these few days. Simple becauseee, I've been staying up late online, and struggling to finish maths work. The end result is a massive headache the next day. that's not the worst part, cold places makes my head even worst. so 3 hours of high blasted ac, can just kill me at the end of the day.

I need rest. but I'm never sleeping on time, unless there's no paper work to be done. which is sorta annoying me already. Tomorrow's the last day of crash course, it's been a productive 2 weeks actually. ;) holidays are ending. 2 more days. but it doesn't make a difference lah.

Paperworks and Geography is calling me :)
will update next time.

xx

I think the dots are abit too huge. haha.
but I guess It's fine. :)
I've been looking for something to substitute the other backG.
so yeah. :)

edited//

Band was sorta okay today. lol.
I totally wrecked my way.
My high note was so flat. Even I couldn't stand it. :/
I adjusted my lips, but It still sounded flat. yee. don't like.
besides that, my mouth is numb after playing all the concert songs.
I mean, ALL of it. haha.
my right hand is very sore. especially, my thumb.
It's for a good cause anyway, so no complains :D

and yes, I'm still stuck in tuition.
YES! I have homework. this time, I have 2 friggin papers which have about 5 to 6 pages filled with questions.
crazy la. can die one.
mmh, but oh well. I'll just do it instead of being fried egg tmr morning. :)
I'll be back, gotta go shower. hehe.

oh yeah, before I go.
I know my blog is very mundane and sometimes, boring.
but It's my blog, and I don't really like putting pictures and stuff.
mainly because, It's too much exposure.
and I'm scared. haha.
you should be too :p
nowadays, crime is like rolling a dice.
people might just take your pictures and photoshop it to something else.
be very careful. :)
sorry to those, who've been pushing me to put pictures.
not my type of blogging.
although, I do insert some some sometimes. :)

When the moon hits you eye like a big pizza pie, that's Amore.

Bells will ring ting-a-ling-a-ling, ting-a-ling-a-ling
And you'll sing "Vita bella"
Hearts will play tippy-tippy-tay, tippy-tippy-tay
Like a gay tarantella

I like Frank Sinatra. :) haha.

When the stars make you drool just like a pasta fazool
That's amore
When you dance down the street with a cloud at your feet
You're in love
When you walk down in a dream but you know you're not
Dreaming signore
Scuzza me, but you see, back in old Napoli
That's amore
Lucky fella

haha. so cute la the song. i like. :)
amore means love.

Mi fa piacere che ho trovato voi

I am. :)

I used to condemn things that don't go my way.
I used to not appreciate something that I've longed for so long.
I used to think that if something good happens to me, It'll just bring me down later.

But now, I think whatever that does or does not go my way, I still have to appreciate it, because when something good or bad happens, It doesn't exactly last forever. :)

It's a dream. Just a dream.

helloooo readers.
how was your, um, day? haha.
mine was rather productive and tiring. band and tuition.
but it was good :)
I have a massive backache which hurts like a metal plank just whacked on it.
Disney was awesome today, managed to pull it off without a single scratch ;)

till holidays are over, I think there's nothing much to blog about anymore.
tmr band and tuition.
the day after tmr, band and tuition.
the day after tmr, tmr, band and tuition.
the day after, tmr, tmr, tmr, tuition, and maybe band.
sunday, sleep my ass off day :)

Goodbye, x.

sometimes, sometimes is something :D

I WAS SLEEPY IN TUITION. I COULDN'T CONCENTRATE. TEACHER WAS TEACHING LINEAR EQUATIONS. THE CHAPTER WHICH IM A SUCKAAA AT. AND I GOT 6 PAGES OF LE QUESTIONS TO DO. HOW GREAT IS THAAT.

eh just imagine I talked like a robot. monotous tone. woo. so cool. :p haha.

after tuition, went for band. saw people I know.
told Cheryl and Esthes about my HAPPY HAPPY story ;)
I didn't know where to start, but I started la.
Played music, I sucked wei. omg. -.-
I need to sight read more la heeeh.
um, ate tomyam for lunch? :D
lat sei ah mah man. damn spicy.
Drank so much of water after every spoon on noodle. gee.
after that, went and home, showered and sleep my ass off. :D
now, I blogged. so now, I leave.
Ciaaaaaao. miaao. urr -.o

I wished yesterday never ended :D

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Just like a sad princess story.
She never got what she wanted.
yet, she was given everything a poor girl could dream of having.
pretty and rich people are never satisfied with anything.
they tend to want more and more.
but ordinary people just want one thing!
and that is to be loved and appreciated.
or even, acknowledged.

-

I feel like writing something that sums up to that story for the EDU writing contest that I was asked to participate. :)
I wonder what Jane and Angela is gonna write.
should be interesting :)
and I'm so dead.
I still have monkeyloads of tuition homework.
so yeah. chao.

This feeling has consumed me.

copyrighted by Clarissa. :)


I MISS MY *blank*

I have the sudden urge to be spiderman. -_-

haha.

so I took this what Quotes represent your life and stuff.

Look what I got.

"Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get."

You have a pretty mellow and easy going outlook on life. You are ready for any curveball that life throws at you."

haah. so true, in a way (:

wait, I'm taking more quizzes. :)

WOOOHOO.

I'm happy.
I'm a happy happy kid.
HAPPIEST KID :D

WOOHOOO, explains it all :D

edited, 10.00 pm, 6th June

nope. I'm definitely not happy now. :/

I just got whacked in the head. so not funny.
and yes. I hate it when people whack me in the head.
It may be a tease to you, but its so NOT to me.
besides that, all Im trying to do is clarify some stuff.
and I get screamed at and whacked.
so bloody awesome la. pfft.

screw it.

Dilemma.

*yawns* good morning everyone ! I just got up and I'm still sleeeepy. :/ I've got tuition is 2 hours, Jane hasn't pass my books and everything to me, yet. WHERE ARE YOU WOMAN? mmm. hello hello, aren't you sleepy? I am. I'm so lazy to go to sunday school tomorrow. Just the thought of it, makes me even sleepier-ER D: and I wanted to keep my new hair do a secret until school starts, but I guess not, mmh. so since It's not a secret anymore, my hair is currently SHORT. :) from long to short. picture that. haha.

I wanna post up pictures laaa. but I don't know which usb cord to plug the wire in. :(
I guess I will post it up, when my room is not used as a warehouse. maybe Monday or so. haha. but don't you like blog with words? too much pictures can expose you abit too much, too. right right? sighh whatever la. xD I've been using my mom's laptop. and I miss my comp la kay. I wanna make a new header deii. Getting sick of the one now ady. :p

anyways, I gotta go freshen up! I need glucose! :D

I'm speechless.
I can't bring myself to talk to you.


Love always.

mistakes are bound to happen.

hello hello :D
just got back from sp. after tuition straight me and Jane cabut to sp. :) wanted to watch night in the museum 2 onee, but the line was from china to america okay. so long. but everyone moved their butts fast la. so yeahh. unfortunately, for us both unfortunate people, didn't get the tickets because it was sold out. haiyo. you people cannot watch other movies meh. must watch night in the museum. ish. whatever la. xD anyways. decided to watch angels and demons. regretted it actually, while eating our paratha. but never mind, watch only. I damn amazed by the movie la. so awesome. the effects and all. the explosion :D Tom Hanks acting damn awesome :D action pack movie is always 10/10 rated, for me :) bla bla bla. that's about it la. nothing much happened today.

I think the best movie I've watched so far which is angels and demons, the best is angels and demons. xD
whatever la kay. I know I'm very slow in watching movies. hee.

no pictures ah. no time to snap. ah kay la. chao! :)

Love always.

I got a feeling.

Haah. I'm feeling so much better than yesterday :) Took a 12 hours plus ride around kl today right after lunch. and now I'm feeling so groggy and sleepy, but I'm not tired. I need to, blog. :) Tuition was as usual. I don't know why, but everything kept falling, either from the chair, from the table, or from my hands. got so annoyed and slammed everything down xD I'm going out tomorrow with Jane and Eva. Ah, thank God ! I need to talk to them both so badly :/
Oh, went to a petshop today near Taman Mega. saw a adorable little puppy golden retriever, 2 months old only. omg I fell in love with it after playing with it. It was so adorable. the people in charged brought it out and let me hold her. ah, couldn't stop looking at her small cute eyes. I hope my dad would consider getting it, :) She reminds me of the show Marley and Me, mmh. I miss her already. haha.

besides that, I'm still not over not playing for concert. :/ I think that's the last performance I can take part in until Pmr is over. so yeah. great right. I'll miss playing the clarinet. :/ but never mind ah. I'll get over it :) I think right, I type too much. I should put pictures and all sorts of stuff. I've got pictures that I said I'd post up like a gegillion years ago, so I'll do it, soon. that's if I'm not lazyyy. xD kay, I'm out. :)

Love always.

Waste.

gah. I'm so sad right now. apparently, I can't play for band concert anymore, because I've not been attending practices lately due to tuition. and I got um, kicked out. :/ and to think I was so damn excited about it, and happy that my parents allowed me to join even if my exam marks were like rotten eggs. mmh. what a huge, BIG disappointment. and besides, It's my first time experiencing this concert thing, and yeah. seeing that message is like a huge kick in the butt and ending with a you're useless. I think too much. but I hope that's not what they think of me. If it is, I think I'll end it. no point right, hmm.

My heart feels so heavy and it feels like bursting out. I feel like bursting out, actually. and there's plenty more other things that I'm perpetually thinking of everyday, every friggin second. I need to escape from all this unwanted things. In fact, I never thought I'd to go through this pile of don't know what D: It's more depressing than It sounds, mmh.

I want this feeling to fade and go away faster than a meteor crashing into the earth. My heart fills so heavy like a thousand bricks being pressed onto it. this sucks. this seriously suckssss.
ah. go die la. I'm out.

The little things.

I'm happy. I completed my elephant foot homework. :) which is alot la :D lol. so basically, my holidays consist of tuition and band. well. not band for now, just the week after this week. actually right, I just woke up. haha. In the midst of waking up, I knocked my head on some wood. I was so blur at that time so I just went back to sleep :D my dad is right. I think if there's a war going on, and I'm sleeping I'll be killed instantly. then again, come to think of it, I sleep like a dead person. so, :) heh.
I wanna go on a long holiday so badly. just wanna get away from here, and stop typing for once in my life, lol. I wanna experience things I dreamt of doing. super awesome adventures. but It'll only be adventures if my awesome humans were there to enjoy it with me :D but like everybody is so busy this holidays. *points at self* :) but ah. I hope I'll find a nice and calm day to go out with friends. I've not watched a single new movie, YET. you know how lame and outdated is that. I feel like the only person who hasn't watch anything yet. but the only movie I'm interested in is Transformer 2, :) I so can't wait :D that reminds me, I have a picture of Cheryl taking picture with bumblebee.

Oh that reminds me, I shall update about yesterday :D
2/6/09
yeah well, went to tropicana city mall with Cheryl and Shan. It was a last minute thing, that got me into ALOT of trouble with parents. not trouble la, more like scolding and lecturing. not only did that happen, SOMEONE made me feel so damn bad about it, I actually cried. haha. but it's okay, someone, I forgive you :D but dei. Don't ever do that again. I feel bad enough. uhuh. reached tc, ate at kenny's. ugh, the food damn suck dei. Wasted 33 friggin bucks okay! ish stupid mutton backside. NEVER EVER eat Kenny rogers at TC. you'll regret your bullocks off. mmh. was sad for awhile, haha. but saw nichii while walking, :D :D but didn't go in, NO MONEY. pfft kenny rogers I hate you. :/
but anyways saw some toys R us thingy going on, both of them wanted to see see, go see la. take picture with bumblebee all. and then we went to the shop itself and made a fool of ourselves. I think if there's a break in, the security guards will laugh watching the surveillance tape. looking at us three dumbos doing chakranonsense in there. lol. after that, went to cheryl's place, then went to my place, hang for awhile. did my maths while Cheryl was sad over Mozilla not letting her play her shark game. and then she went home with my brownie biscuits. which are the bombs, I tell you. ;)

that's about it la. this is like the longest, most eye catching post ever. words only. :) heh.
byebye.

Love always.

when I look at you, my mind goes on a trip

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believe it or not, tuition was interesting.
I finally KNOW what the heck is big bang.
I thought it was that japanese singing group. or korean? whatever.
Pn Nirmala is actually a real joker. a lot of laughter instead of serious mode. :)
so overall, good and productive day. heh.

Concert pictures are up. but I'm scared to grab 'em.
I'll ask their permission first. (:
oh, not much candids this time. I'm happy. haha.
anyways. I've got tons of maths and science work to attend to.
just blog to entertain you readers.
well, not much on entertainment. I like my blog with words only. :p

I'm gonna go search up for big bang.
sounds interesting! :D

heh. you all, have a good evening.
love always.